Limbo. Not the Game With The Stick.

I am currently in the most bizarre state of limbo in my life.

Nothing is permanent, yet it is, all at the same time. Everything that I want to have in my life, isn't or isn't yet. And everything that I don't want in my life is still here, but not really. I am so tired of experiencing this ripple effect over and over and over. I want to scream to someone at the top of my lungs how incredibly unfair life can be sometimes. In fact, I could write an entire book on it. All I want to do is move on and be happy, but the universe has decided it disagrees with that idea.

I know that "patience is a virtue" and "good things come to those who wait"...but what if at the end of the wait, that thing is gone? What then oh wise one? Then am I just left with the virtue of patience? Not a total loss, but not as good as what I could have instead.